The last self-assessment I did was that I was supposed to stay low profile about his death and concentrate on my life. But I just can't do it. I crave for news day by day. In some part of my head, it says what could be the latest improvement on his case? Is his toxicology report finally released already? Those are just some of the questions lurking on me everyday.
I also wanted to talk to someone about what I feel lately, but doubt's getting on my nerves. No one might understand me, they might misinterpret my feelings or they might laugh at what my reaction would be. So i kept it to myself.
However, this time, I think it's a bit overflowing inside my chest that blogging it is the only thing I thought of releasing my thoughts and emotions. Nobody might really get my point for now, but i hope there will be someday.
What happened to him gave a big impact in my life. Big enough to make me include him and his family especially his children to my prayers. I really want to help although I know I'm not involve in their personal life. So through prayers I express my sympathy and help for him.
As the day pass by, many evidences and informations had been surfacing to media and to the authorities. Soon enough, probably next week, the truth will come out and those who deserved to be punished must really pay for their sins.
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