Confrontations

Date & Time Written: September 7, 2007; 12:03 am

Confrontation

Two days ago, I was having a hard time figuring out the reason why I was having headache.why? I said to myself. Then I remembered, yes I was confronted with important and confidential truths I have to know. Unconsciously, I was not aware of the effect to me. Ouch! My head hurts! It was so hard for my brain to absorb all of it. Why am I facing these things? Should I leave it alone? Should I share it to someone I really trust? I really hope I’m not going to have other confidential truths on my next journeys in life.

I wasn’t prepared, I admit. But what can I do? It might be trials sent from heaven above. Then again I have to continue my life right now and be strong for my next trials ahead of my road. As if nothing happens, as if no one was hurt or disturbed. That’s what I’m doing right now. Man I’m really practicing my heart to be so numb at almost all the time. Will somebody tell me if what I’m doing is right or wrong? I don’t react at anything and I consider everything. Oh how clumsy of me. Am I that stupid? I just let everybody else be happy and let them hurt my feelings and never let them know?

Sus, walay kapaingnan akong entry sa blog nko. Nobody really understands me. No one. No one.